Read alongside the book
Choose a reflection below and walk through Through the Wilderness one poem and one honest devotion at a time.
Get the BookYour eight-week path
Every poem in the book has its own place in this journey. Open one week at a time, or view the complete poem-by-poem path.
Explore by what you’re walking through
Choose a path from the guide at the end of the book to see its corresponding poem devotionals.
Week 1
Follow the book’s progression through each journey moment in this week’s theme.
Poem Devotional · Through the Wilderness
There are moments when you have missed the version of yourself who laughed more freely, trusted more easily, and did not examine every good moment for signs that it might disappear? Maybe life taught you to build walls so gradually that you forgot what your heart felt like before them.
Poem Devotional · Through the Wilderness
You might recognize what it is like to have looked back at an ordinary day and realized it became one of the memories you treasure most? At the time, nothing announced that it mattered. It was simply laughter, conversation, or someone you loved being close enough to reach.
Poem Devotional · Through the Wilderness
Somewhere in your story, you may have grieved something you never actually had—the marriage you pictured, the home you planned, or the future that felt so real you had already begun living inside it? Losing an imagined life can hurt just as deeply as losing something you once held.
Poem Devotional · Through the Wilderness
You might recognize what it is like to have discovered that God was protecting, preparing, or carrying you long before you knew to ask Him? Looking backward can reveal prayers, people, and moments of mercy that your younger self could not yet understand.
Poem Devotional · Through the Wilderness
Have you ever reached for the phone, remembered a familiar voice, or wished you could tell someone one more thing—only to feel the ache of their absence all over again? Grief can return inside the smallest moments because love still remembers.
Poem Devotional · Through the Wilderness
Somewhere in your story, you may have realized that someone taught you how to live without ever sitting you down for a lesson? Their habits, work ethic, faith, or steady presence became part of you simply because you stayed close enough to watch.
Poem Devotional · Through the Wilderness
Somewhere in your story, you may have wondered whether being chosen can carry even more meaning than being expected? Family is not formed by blood alone. Sometimes love becomes most visible in the person who had every opportunity to leave and decided to stay.
Poem Devotional · Through the Wilderness
When you picture home, do you remember the building—or the person who made you feel noticed inside it? Often it was a meal, a favorite treat, a laugh from another room, or a quiet act of care that made a place feel safe.
Through the Wilderness Journey
Maybe you have remembered a childhood moment more as a feeling than a complete story? Your mind may not hold every detail, yet your body still recognizes the tension, the fear, or the moment something familiar changed.
Some childhood memories remain not because we remember every word, but because our bodies remember the feeling. I remember pajamas, tension in the house, and dark branches passing beneath moonlight as childhood shifted beneath my feet.
Trauma often leaves fragments rather than a complete story. Healing does not require every missing detail. God meets us in the unanswered questions and reminds the frightened child—and the adult still making sense of it—that the night survived is not where the story ends.
You do not need to force a complete explanation from a fragmented memory in order to begin healing. God can care for the child who felt afraid, the adult who still reacts, and every unanswered space between them with patience and truth.
You’re not alone in Scripture
Elijah reached a place of fear and exhaustion where he could not see beyond the darkness. God met him gently with rest, provision, presence, and a next step.
Read their story: 1 Kings 19:1–18Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for You are with me. — Psalm 23:4
What does the younger version of you need to hear today?
Until the next step
Whether you are reading along in the book or joining these reflections here, thank you for allowing me to walk beside you.